Home Alone

So babe is out of town for work and I'm left with my own devices for the next couple of weeks to which I am expected to fend for myself. So far my diet consists of takeouts and porridge since babe was the one who often cooked and inspired my appetite.

I still get to talk to him on Watsapp video calls every day and if am not careful the whole night will be spent talking to him leaving little time to view random videos on Youtube.

Despite this the pit is calling me, you know? that big black pit of depression? Yes that one! on somedays I can do backflips over it but other days I barely make it past. Despite this, I keep my head above the choppy waters and remind myself I still have a purpose in this world and what I'm going through is not the real me but most likely a hormonal imbalance.

I'll be honest, you can't tell from looking at me, I purposely forces a calm and cheerful demeanor while I feel anything but. It’s a battle, not everyone gets it but some do, this is for those out there who do, keep your head above the waters, there always something better out there waiting.